ceLina // 16+ ; Fairfield Primary/Fairfied Secondary/Jurong Junior College ; Choir/Red Cross ; Christian ; Black/Red/Purple ; Love to Sing.
Music/Bands // Evanescence ; My Chemical Romance ; NickelBack ; Megan Maccauley ; Kelly Clarkson .
ThePeopleThatTurnMyRosesRed // Amanda ; * Batman ; Georgina ; Julia ; * Kathryn ; Kenneth ; LyDia ; Sherlyn ; tiMo ; Yuliang ; Jie ying ; Joel;Cherie
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Strange In The Making
[ :: Freaky 15 ]
[ :: Fiesty 14 ]
Present Bloodstains and Dried Up Teardrops
Chapter 1
Chapter 2
Chapter 3
Chapter 4
Chapter 5
Chapter 6
Chapter 7
Chapter 8
Chapter 9
Chapter 10
Chapter 11
Chapter 12
Chapter 13
Chapter 14
Chapter 15
Chapter 16
Chapter 17
Chapter 18
Chapter 19
Chapter 20
Chapter 21
Chapter 22
:: home ::
Save me from my insecurity.
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Saturday, January 3
The Red Cross Orientation / Mum's driving me nuts edition...3/12/04
Weather: Very super sunny...
Today was quite a day for me. I slept at 12 last night and woke up at 7.30... i couldnt wake up. I went to school about 8? Then we started setting up the red cross booth. It was time to recruit the sec 1's. Those innocent faces showed their ugly side... okay not really their ugly side la huh? Yeahh soo we took all the trohpies and stuff placed it nicely. Yeah all done! We tried to make it as interesting as possible. Instead of Nicholas tying Shu Wei up, it was Shu Wei tying Yuan Hao up. I hate to say this but i feel that Nicholas is being to disrespectful to the seniors. Walking away during discussions, drinking can drinks while others were still pratising the mass evacuation, calling me to shut up, going into the red cross room with out permission. I'm sorry but i feel that way. I think that Yu Ming has changed a little though. I really hope she knows when to draw the line to when to discipline her juniors and when to play with them. Sigh~* Well anyway, I was at the bandaging both trying to explain. All i shouted was * JOIN RED CROSS * yeahh.. trying to make those kiddies come join red cross. Haha and i very happy because jing yang sir, sandy mdm and yan ling mdm came back! ^^ Ended the day with like 42 cadets wanting to join red cross out of their own free will.
During lunch something happened, i guess no wanted it to turn out this way. My friend, if you read this, please be strong and let whatever that has happened be put behind you. Its over, let it go. Please concentrate on your studies its more important than anything else now.
Went home, talked on the net, got pissed with mum when she was the one who was making me late for class. I don't know, sometimes when i am with her, she just makes me feel embaressed by her actions in public. Went for lessons, I couldnt find X-3!!! I wanted it soo badly but nvm it cant be helped. Came back, had the urge to draw so i drew. But! Got interupted by my mum! She was packing my stuff and i felt so invaded. I really canno take it man. Nowadays i cant stand her maybe she cant stands me too. You know a few days ago she revealed to me that she didnt want me to go overseas to study in university was because i was not those kind of people who would study 24/7 she said i would waste her money. I was shocked becausse i always thought she had no money to send me that was why i made up my mind since i was sec 2 to study hard and go out to work later to earn enough to support my parents and send myself to study in a university. I felt so betrayed by my mum and so disappointed in her for she did not know what i was thinking. She broke all hope. Well i will not be affected by her stupidity.
-// when someone looks down on you, pull yourself up and look down at them
*ceLina
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