ceLina // 16+ ; Fairfield Primary/Fairfied Secondary/Jurong Junior College ; Choir/Red Cross ; Christian ; Black/Red/Purple ; Love to Sing.
Music/Bands // Evanescence ; My Chemical Romance ; NickelBack ; Megan Maccauley ; Kelly Clarkson .
ThePeopleThatTurnMyRosesRed // Amanda ; * Batman ; Georgina ; Julia ; * Kathryn ; Kenneth ; LyDia ; Sherlyn ; tiMo ; Yuliang ; Jie ying ; Joel;Cherie
;noteworthy // nartz (please do not remove this.)
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Strange In The Making
[ :: Freaky 15 ]
[ :: Fiesty 14 ]
Present Bloodstains and Dried Up Teardrops
Chapter 1
Chapter 2
Chapter 3
Chapter 4
Chapter 5
Chapter 6
Chapter 7
Chapter 8
Chapter 9
Chapter 10
Chapter 11
Chapter 12
Chapter 13
Chapter 14
Chapter 15
Chapter 16
Chapter 17
Chapter 18
Chapter 19
Chapter 20
Chapter 21
Chapter 22
:: home ::
Save me from my insecurity.
thoughtprocesses.
Friday, January 30
The X - country/ love-hate edition...30/1/04
Weather: Cloudy in some areas
Today was probably one of the busiest days in my life. Had X country. Didnt bring the list somemore. Then run here run there to make sure everything is alright. After that set up base. People collapsed at the finish line. The red cross at the first aid base supported them, carried them, treated them. At the end of the day, most of us were thirsty like hell. We sacrificed all our water to those we serve. At the end of everything, we waited fer praise from the principal. All she did was give credit to the runners. We left empty handed. We were not given recongnition at all. I must praise those who were at the First Aid checkpoints. I have heard of the experience of some and i hope you all have learnt something. Great job! You all have done well. I am very happy. [re-edited : i did not expect the cadets to do so well. I am surprised at how they handled the situations because most had no experience. They had surprised me. I was disappointed because i wanted miss lim to recongnize what they have done.]
I went home without my lunch. My dad came 20 minutes late, missed half of my show and was given 15 minutes to eat. I wasnt even given time to rest before setting off to visit my paternal grandmother. I was very angry and frustrated because i didnt have a drink for the past 4 hours of my service to the school. My grandmother had to block me from watching television, and the fact that i wasnt given time to rest. When i reached there, i found myself looking at a very different grandmother. Her face was much haggard compared to last year. When she started coughing, she looked as if she couldnt breathe. Her voice was so soft. I looked at her. I wanted to hate her so much. She would love the babies kiss them and hug them but forget about the older ones. She never bothered about them. She didnt even know who i was. She gave me a $10 note just to make up for forgetting me during chinese new year the last time. I wanted to hate her. Now as i look at her, i couldnt bring myself to hate her, instead i tried to hold back my tears. Even though i couldnt love her, she is still my relative after all.
-// Remember those who have played a part in your life, love them for you never know when your time is up
*ceLina
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