ceLina // 16+ ; Fairfield Primary/Fairfied Secondary/Jurong Junior College ; Choir/Red Cross ; Christian ; Black/Red/Purple ; Love to Sing.
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Strange In The Making
[ :: Freaky 15 ]
[ :: Fiesty 14 ]
Present Bloodstains and Dried Up Teardrops
Chapter 1
Chapter 2
Chapter 3
Chapter 4
Chapter 5
Chapter 6
Chapter 7
Chapter 8
Chapter 9
Chapter 10
Chapter 11
Chapter 12
Chapter 13
Chapter 14
Chapter 15
Chapter 16
Chapter 17
Chapter 18
Chapter 19
Chapter 20
Chapter 21
Chapter 22
:: home ::
Save me from my insecurity.
thoughtprocesses.
Wednesday, February 11
10 more days, i'm scared edition...12/02/04
Weather: Slightly warm
The drill compeition is coming soon. I'm scared. What will happen? would it be like last year, where we were the second place but finally got switched to being fourth? I really dont want it to happen again. "Oh lord, i pray that we can get in, please make our cadets cooperate with one another." I dont want FMSSRCY to be fourth again!!! Its just not fair, people criticse about our drill and our people. I hate it. We have to prove to them they are wrong. I feel so confused.
6 days ago. we had our foodrill camp. I considered it quite a sucess. I was hoping for the morale to maintain. Instead it dropped still. Lack of discipline from certain seniors, unhappiness between juniors and seniors. I cant't let this carry on. Qi hui has already taken some form of action to try and wake them up. If she cant do anything, then i will have to say something. Even though the juniors may not take in what ever i say, I just want them to listen to my thoughts.
Even though the squad is like that, i still have hope for red cross, i believe they can do it. I can rely on God to perform miracles to help us. When we let go of our fears and woes, we recieve God's blessings in abundance. After what i have just said, instead of worrying i should trust God and let him handle the situation.
-// Faith is not seeing but believing
*ceLina
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