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Strange In The Making
[ :: Freaky 15 ]
[ :: Fiesty 14 ]
Present Bloodstains and Dried Up Teardrops
Chapter 1
Chapter 2
Chapter 3
Chapter 4
Chapter 5
Chapter 6
Chapter 7
Chapter 8
Chapter 9
Chapter 10
Chapter 11
Chapter 12
Chapter 13
Chapter 14
Chapter 15
Chapter 16
Chapter 17
Chapter 18
Chapter 19
Chapter 20
Chapter 21
Chapter 22
:: home ::
Save me from my insecurity.
thoughtprocesses.
Thursday, February 5
Life in school edition...5/2/04
Weather: Rainy... i like... except for the wet curtains :S
Life has been pretty much ongoing and repeitative. Studying as usual, having red cross foot drill sessions and stuff like that? Lots of red cross activites. Not only that tuitions count as well. If i included homework. Almost 3/4 of my life would be taken up?! Goshh... its getting real busy for everyone else around me too. O levels are coming up really soon. Everyone is still struggling. Gee, i really hope i study well and do well.
Recently i got back my tests. The reason i'm writing this entry was mainly to thank God for his blessings and guidience even though i had 9 and 1/2 upon 30 for chemistry, i passed my A maths unexpectedly with a 21 and 1/2. Although many people got higher than me, i expected myself to fail for my careless mistakes. I really need to thank God for this. Before the paper came back i was panicking. Then i remembered if i prayed for God's help why should i be afraid since he will come to help me. So i relaxed. At that very moment the paper came back. My jaw dropped because i didnt expect to get 20+. I'm really really glad.
Not too long ago, major things happened in the lives of my two closest friends. One of them found out the truth about her ex-boyfriend. Now she hates him like hell maybe due to his hypocrisy. None of my two friends including me were shocked by his attitude. We now know who he really is. This friend is currently very angry at him she somewhat refuses to keep in contact with him anymore. The other friend, is currently getting on with her life, no longer thinking about her ex-crush. She has not been talking to him for awhile, and i dont think she would in the near future. Well, i feel kinda blessed * cannot say lucky* cos my ex-crush didnt behave like other guys would do. I mean sometimes rejection can be a blessing in disguise. We didnt know each other that well at the beginning.
" hey! u must be thinking i like this guy for the looks right, juliaaa? i knew it. Go like your jianfu la. I'm not like you... hahaha kiddin"
Yeah so now we know each other better and thats great cos how many chances do you get to make friends with your ex-crushes or bf's? Ha... anyway now too busy to think about liking whoever la. If i had a boyfriend and we broke up, the most likely reason would being neglected by me!! haha.
-// Rest in God's arms like a little child. Your father will catch you when you fall
*ceLina
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