ceLina // 16+ ; Fairfield Primary/Fairfied Secondary/Jurong Junior College ; Choir/Red Cross ; Christian ; Black/Red/Purple ; Love to Sing.

Music/Bands // Evanescence ; My Chemical Romance ; NickelBack ; Megan Maccauley ; Kelly Clarkson .

ThePeopleThatTurnMyRosesRed // Amanda ; * Batman ; Georgina ; Julia ; * Kathryn ; Kenneth ; LyDia ; Sherlyn ; tiMo ; Yuliang ; Jie ying ; Joel;Cherie

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noteworthy // nartz (please do not remove this.)

leaveanote //

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will my dreams survive or are my hopes too high

Strange In The Making

[ :: Freaky 15 ]
[ :: Fiesty 14 ]

Present Bloodstains and Dried Up Teardrops

Chapter 1
Chapter 2
Chapter 3
Chapter 4
Chapter 5
Chapter 6
Chapter 7
Chapter 8
Chapter 9
Chapter 10
Chapter 11
Chapter 12
Chapter 13
Chapter 14
Chapter 15
Chapter 16
Chapter 17
Chapter 18
Chapter 19
Chapter 20
Chapter 21
Chapter 22
:: home ::

 

 

Save me from my insecurity.

My Current Video // Fall Out Boy / Dance Dance

Music Video Codes by FreeVideoCodes.com

thoughtprocesses.

Monday, March 29

The Busy Week edition... 29/3/04
Weather: Dark and cloudy... menancing

Recently many things happened. Many... too many to count i guess... Well my paternal grandmother has just passed away last week. yeahh... wasnt sad but... just shocked. School was back to normal i guess. Time seemed to slow down that week. Friends? well.... they are back... but not as close as before. Thats just how i feel.

[*] Over-sensitive? Supernatural?

Well... a week or less before my grandmother died. I had a odd dream. I dreamt that someone told about my grandmother's funeral. Its kinda creepy but yeahh... maybe you can call it deja vu but... its kinda weird la. The weirdiest thing is that, I dreamt that God was speaking to me? I couldnt stop it from speaking to me but it was definatly not evil, in fact, when it spoke to me, i did not feel afraid but comforted. I was half- asleep at that time so dont ask me what *he said.

[*] Money VS Love

Me and sherlyn were at the dental clinic today... ^^ my retainers. Yeah we overheard this thai guy talking? Well he was saying how worthless love can be if the other was not rich? Telling his friend that money, power and reputation was of utmost importance. This is crazy! He told the other party on the phone, "i don't care about the looks or how good ur personality or charecter is. I just want the money." I was utterly shocked. Some people might think he is very striaght forward and practical? He thinks money can buy love? " Oh you know i am glad to be single, in fact i am proud of it. I dont want to get burdened, you know, get a girl friend, hanky panky with her, then get sick of her and dump her." I was like what?!?!?!? Women arent always like that..... welll thats all fer now... edit back later....

lots of time has passed. Its 4 months more, before a year has passed. 1st of july i will never forget. Maybe then i will ask myself the question again :" Is it worth it? Did i regret it?" i may not be able to answer these questions now but i know time will tell. After reading the friday weekly articles on "Should students date?" I some what changed my perception on dating. Maybe it's really too early to start on it. Basically, get the priorities right before heading any where else. Right now, i have to focus on my O level's everything else has to be below it. I realised that i have been neglecting God ALOT. I better do something do continue my relationship with him. A relationship with God is like any other relationship which needs time to mature, faith , love and the desire to know him more. Anyway better get started with my work lots of it !!!! >.<

-//Your the one for me, but i cant make you see. Your heart belongs to another, your mind is somewhere else.
*ceLina

 

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