ceLina // 16+ ; Fairfield Primary/Fairfied Secondary/Jurong Junior College ; Choir/Red Cross ; Christian ; Black/Red/Purple ; Love to Sing.
Music/Bands // Evanescence ; My Chemical Romance ; NickelBack ; Megan Maccauley ; Kelly Clarkson .
ThePeopleThatTurnMyRosesRed // Amanda ; * Batman ; Georgina ; Julia ; * Kathryn ; Kenneth ; LyDia ; Sherlyn ; tiMo ; Yuliang ; Jie ying ; Joel;Cherie
;noteworthy // nartz (please do not remove this.)
leaveanote
//
[sample]
Strange In The Making
[ :: Freaky 15 ]
[ :: Fiesty 14 ]
Present Bloodstains and Dried Up Teardrops
Chapter 1
Chapter 2
Chapter 3
Chapter 4
Chapter 5
Chapter 6
Chapter 7
Chapter 8
Chapter 9
Chapter 10
Chapter 11
Chapter 12
Chapter 13
Chapter 14
Chapter 15
Chapter 16
Chapter 17
Chapter 18
Chapter 19
Chapter 20
Chapter 21
Chapter 22
:: home ::
Save me from my insecurity.
thoughtprocesses.
Monday, May 17
2 weeks O level chinese =(... 17/5/04
Weather: Pretty fine
Listening to: Broken-Soundtrack to The Punisher / Seether feat Amy lee
Dear Shadow,
Kinda just felt like calling you that. Been pretty unstable lately... nothing to do with guys though. More on family and my internal struggles. I know where i am going/ I noe where i am heading... its just... just that... i need someone to pull me through... i cant handle this alone.. i cant lie to myself that i am strong and i don't need anyone to guide me though. I don't know who to tell... you know.. my Kor is having his exams i dont really want to disturb him & i considered trying to tell other people but sometimes i am really at a loss.
I wish i could just cry in God's arms or maybe Julia's arms... at least it gives me a sense of security and make me feel comfortable. // yes... i'm not les... i'm not in the mood to joke either. I just want to get over it so i'll stop being such a pain in the ass. I know i am irritating ppl like this with my current state. When will i ever face my internal struggles? When will i break free of that bondage which kills me over and over again... leaving me helpless and weak. I just wish i was strong and i could stand up to the world... not afraid to face any situation. I know this will not happen unless i change something in my life. I'm probably at the threshold. May God carry me in his arms and guide me through. I just want to hold dhim and forget all my fears and worries of the world.
-/When you 're gone away
*ceLina
runaway