ceLina // 16+ ; Fairfield Primary/Fairfied Secondary/Jurong Junior College ; Choir/Red Cross ; Christian ; Black/Red/Purple ; Love to Sing.
Music/Bands // Evanescence ; My Chemical Romance ; NickelBack ; Megan Maccauley ; Kelly Clarkson .
ThePeopleThatTurnMyRosesRed // Amanda ; * Batman ; Georgina ; Julia ; * Kathryn ; Kenneth ; LyDia ; Sherlyn ; tiMo ; Yuliang ; Jie ying ; Joel;Cherie
;noteworthy // nartz (please do not remove this.)
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Strange In The Making
[ :: Freaky 15 ]
[ :: Fiesty 14 ]
Present Bloodstains and Dried Up Teardrops
Chapter 1
Chapter 2
Chapter 3
Chapter 4
Chapter 5
Chapter 6
Chapter 7
Chapter 8
Chapter 9
Chapter 10
Chapter 11
Chapter 12
Chapter 13
Chapter 14
Chapter 15
Chapter 16
Chapter 17
Chapter 18
Chapter 19
Chapter 20
Chapter 21
Chapter 22
:: home ::
Save me from my insecurity.
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Tuesday, August 17
Beautiful Disaster
Weather: Bright and sunny
Listening to: Beautiful Diasaster/kelly clarkson [again!]
Dear shadow,
You're kinda lucky i tell you alot of stuff. I suppose this is my substitute diary, where i can rant and complain about anything and everything. It's really funny. When I'm like super depressed, at the edge where I am contemplating to slit my wrist just to scare my parents, no one really seems to read this blog. So i thought it was pretty safe to post something here and little did I know... haha i was too careless maybe. But I'm very happy! Kathryn reads my blog everytime she comes online!!! That's why she knows when I go crazy. Or maybe not. Haha, thanks darling. Love ya! =)
Sooo tired today. Need to complete my maths homework and my emaths revision before mock exam! =( Maybe i should have more self confidence. My tution teachers thinks I'm pretty stressed cos i can't remember anything. Reminds me of PSLE when i didn't even know what was happening for one whole week. I don't know if I'm sleepy, not thinking or plain stressed. I can actually dump my socks into the dustbin instead of the pail!
School wasn't that bad today... although i did find out why Yp and Wx were daoing me. Thats because i suan-ed Wx. =S They think that I'm not that kind of person who suans others and Wx feels abit hurt and they feel irritated. I'm sorry but i have to say. I find it so unfair because if i can tolerate it from people around me, why can't you just go on and get on with life. At least, Wx doesnt have a best friend who is really straightforward.*Don't take this to heart, its also a compliment* I've learnt to cope with it. Sorry but that's life. I think its really stupid to dao me cos i just suan-ed someone. I'm not really sure if I'm considered a close friend of theirs anymore. "I'm not that kind of person" What makes them think they know me well. They hardly discuss my problems. Yp and I don't often talk about personal problems unless I mention it or show it. Maybe i can't connect or understand them anymore. I used to think they were a pretty fun bunch. But now, I feel slightly irritated because they do the wrong things at the wrong time. [ Yong hao, if you're reading this, please don't try to do anything ]
Now I feel so mean =X... hope they don't read this. In the first place, they don't even have my blog add! I'm being paranoid again. Yeahh... anyway he found out. We're still friends so it doesnt matter =)
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