ceLina // 16+ ; Fairfield Primary/Fairfied Secondary/Jurong Junior College ; Choir/Red Cross ; Christian ; Black/Red/Purple ; Love to Sing.
Music/Bands // Evanescence ; My Chemical Romance ; NickelBack ; Megan Maccauley ; Kelly Clarkson .
ThePeopleThatTurnMyRosesRed // Amanda ; * Batman ; Georgina ; Julia ; * Kathryn ; Kenneth ; LyDia ; Sherlyn ; tiMo ; Yuliang ; Jie ying ; Joel;Cherie
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Strange In The Making
[ :: Freaky 15 ]
[ :: Fiesty 14 ]
Present Bloodstains and Dried Up Teardrops
Chapter 1
Chapter 2
Chapter 3
Chapter 4
Chapter 5
Chapter 6
Chapter 7
Chapter 8
Chapter 9
Chapter 10
Chapter 11
Chapter 12
Chapter 13
Chapter 14
Chapter 15
Chapter 16
Chapter 17
Chapter 18
Chapter 19
Chapter 20
Chapter 21
Chapter 22
:: home ::
Save me from my insecurity.
thoughtprocesses.
Monday, August 16
Ironical
Weather: Kinda misty this morning
Listening to: Beautiful Disaster/Kelly Clarkson
Dear Shadow,
I suppose this was not a very pleasant day. I was expecting lots of scolding from the teachers because i had TWO Major pieces of homework incompleted. * I was busy revising, to me revision is more important than homework now. I prayed for God's mercy and *poof~!* there I go! Instead of asking for clarifications this morning during Mrs Quek's A maths lesson, i actually learnt something. Thank God! The due date for the homework was postponed to wenesday. On top of that, I got complimented by my Geog/S.S teacher for showing signs of improvement! First time in my life i got 13/18 for S.S!!! By God's grace, I was saved today!
However not everything is perfect, I realised that most of my good friends have gone their seperate ways even though we see each other everyday. It's quite sad because when I make a friend I try my very best to make it last. I just hope after the O levels we wont forget each other. Another thing which bothers me is my relationship between YP & WX. WX i can understand why, i don't really like her so i'm not excatly that patient with her. But for YP, I don't get why she treats me so coldly in school and only resumes our friendship when we are "alone" outside of school. I find it pretty ridiculous. =S
Funny how things can be really great on one hand and disasterous on the other. When I'm mad at my parents, I'm okay with my friends. But when everything is smooth at home, something is not right with my friendships and stuff. Moreover, I just realised that I myself have been pretty ironical! I dare someone to do something, thinking that its really scary but I do it instead. I asked someone which I thought would never happen
*[ two hours later... after tution ]
yeah! I just realised doing maths can help me forget my problems! Okay this sounds very nonsensical but its true!!! anyway let's continue. My kor thinks i'm paranoid... maybe I am. I'm still afraid though =X very afraid. What if i ruin the whole friendship, everything that i have between me and him? Now i'm so worried i better start doing maths again after writing this! This is so scary... think, worry, do maths...think, worry, do maths. It's like a vicious cycle. Talking about Vicious, it reminds me about literature lesson. I thought today's topic on Man and society was kind of different and interesting. I wish it could focus more on outcasts and poor people rather than racial prejudice and war. I've never been so excited to talk about racial discriminations and wars which are unfair to those who have no rights. well...tired already. Thats all for today, really had stuff to get it off my mine. =)
-// Most memorable sentence of the day: I'm not depressed... by 04/4e
*ceLina
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