ceLina // 16+ ; Fairfield Primary/Fairfied Secondary/Jurong Junior College ; Choir/Red Cross ; Christian ; Black/Red/Purple ; Love to Sing.
Music/Bands // Evanescence ; My Chemical Romance ; NickelBack ; Megan Maccauley ; Kelly Clarkson .
ThePeopleThatTurnMyRosesRed // Amanda ; * Batman ; Georgina ; Julia ; * Kathryn ; Kenneth ; LyDia ; Sherlyn ; tiMo ; Yuliang ; Jie ying ; Joel;Cherie
;noteworthy // nartz (please do not remove this.)
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Strange In The Making
[ :: Freaky 15 ]
[ :: Fiesty 14 ]
Present Bloodstains and Dried Up Teardrops
Chapter 1
Chapter 2
Chapter 3
Chapter 4
Chapter 5
Chapter 6
Chapter 7
Chapter 8
Chapter 9
Chapter 10
Chapter 11
Chapter 12
Chapter 13
Chapter 14
Chapter 15
Chapter 16
Chapter 17
Chapter 18
Chapter 19
Chapter 20
Chapter 21
Chapter 22
:: home ::
Save me from my insecurity.
thoughtprocesses.
Wednesday, August 18
Pretty lifeless.
Weather: Didn't rain as usual
Listening to: Breakaway/Kelly clarkson
Dear shadow,
Tomorrow is my english oral examination. I'm starting to get jittery. Sheesh... I worry too much. =( Maybe I should stop scaring myself. God is always with me. Why should i be afraid? As long as I do my best, he will help me. =)
Well, i suppose things got better today. Yp and Wx finally had a proper conversation. While I was on the way to school, I thought " Maybe I should just try to be nicer and apologize or something. It may not be my fault but who cares. " Even though, I never got to say it, they resumed to be their usual selves. Well at least everything is back to normal.
As for the rest of the day, the hours seem to tread on slowly. You could say that I was dying of boredem. Not that I wasn't paying attention in class but rather my mind didn't seem to be working. I couldn't think clearly. To add on, I had 2 tutions back to back! I hate it when that happens. Physics and then Maths! Thank God I'm not going back for chinese tution even though I'm retaking chinese. I hope I get a better mark this time. Actually I didn't want to retake but after giving some serious consideration on the probability of relying on my other subjects for 15 or less points was almost impossible! Stress, stress, stress!!! Okok I shall stop emphasising. Sorry kat for making you feel irritated. I just can't wait for the O levels to end. At least I know I'll be sane after that.
*WARNING - Please do not read because it is irrelevant. -Enter at your own risk-Now my question is not a whether. It's a how. I need to try and get away. I'm just not used to this and I really need time to adapt and be more open minded. I'm trying really really hard to psyco myself. Someone please tell me something that I need to hear. Okay even if kathryn tells me, I won't listen. Why? I don't know! Maybe i should start recording what I need hear to keep me partially sane. Now I really sound crazy. I don't even understand what I'm writing. I think I need to go take a break. It's... 9.05. Crap, i need to go do zao ju and a maths (again! Its maths that's driving me up the wall)
-//Catch me as I fall, say you're here and it's all over now [Amy lee-Whisper]*ceLina
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