ceLina // 16+ ; Fairfield Primary/Fairfied Secondary/Jurong Junior College ; Choir/Red Cross ; Christian ; Black/Red/Purple ; Love to Sing.
Music/Bands // Evanescence ; My Chemical Romance ; NickelBack ; Megan Maccauley ; Kelly Clarkson .
ThePeopleThatTurnMyRosesRed // Amanda ; * Batman ; Georgina ; Julia ; * Kathryn ; Kenneth ; LyDia ; Sherlyn ; tiMo ; Yuliang ; Jie ying ; Joel;Cherie
;noteworthy // nartz (please do not remove this.)
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Strange In The Making
[ :: Freaky 15 ]
[ :: Fiesty 14 ]
Present Bloodstains and Dried Up Teardrops
Chapter 1
Chapter 2
Chapter 3
Chapter 4
Chapter 5
Chapter 6
Chapter 7
Chapter 8
Chapter 9
Chapter 10
Chapter 11
Chapter 12
Chapter 13
Chapter 14
Chapter 15
Chapter 16
Chapter 17
Chapter 18
Chapter 19
Chapter 20
Chapter 21
Chapter 22
:: home ::
Save me from my insecurity.
thoughtprocesses.
Sunday, August 29
Some things in life.
Weather: Sunny
Listening to: Ecstasy/ATB *I have no idea whats that but it's kinda nice
Came back from church feeling tired, enlightened and some what refreshed? I just don't feel like starting on work yet. Cleared up stuff with the person. Gosh! My space bar is driving me crazy! Anyway was really worried if i would end up crying like i did over the email. Maybe because it came as a suprise? Mmm... I should try to take note of how I look at people more. And try not to be so dao and talk more as a group? On top of that, try to be more sensitive and care for others more? I didn't know i was dao though... I thought i was irritating =S anyway this was what i was told. Good to know what you should improve on sometimes.
The caring part I guess i should. Because whenever I'm down there will be people around to help me up. However when they are not at their peak, I might be too engrossed in my own life sometimes. I really apologize for that. I remember after reading the email, I begin to question myself. Am i such a horrid person? I was pretty much emotionally unstable. I remember lydia holding me when i was pouring my heart out. When I came back, my Kor took time to talk to me, to console me. Told me that he thinks i try too hard to please others and about me being a little hyper at times * that one cannot be helped la, better than being depressed! Don't worry I'll try to keep my mouth shut about something which irritates you.
*To wenhui*: Someone thinks ur jealous! hahaha! =X
Yeah, Kathryn thinks that i'm too competitive at times which is true. But I'm currently trying to change that now although it's not working because it has this impression that i'm trying to be sacarstic. So I'll see how it goes. Talking about kathryn, she said her lunch was spicy. At least its not instant noodles with garlic chilli! Yuck... Oops... Maybe i said the wrong thing. Maybe her lunch was really THAT horrible. =S
I really really feel like doing something but... forget it this just confuses me. I'm trying really hard not to keep talking about it. I wish someone could just punch/slap me and ask me to wake up, partially because I'm falling asleep as well as the fact that I'm not excatly concentrating.... BAM!
-// I am the righteousness of God in Christ
*ceLina
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