ceLina // 16+ ; Fairfield Primary/Fairfied Secondary/Jurong Junior College ; Choir/Red Cross ; Christian ; Black/Red/Purple ; Love to Sing.
Music/Bands // Evanescence ; My Chemical Romance ; NickelBack ; Megan Maccauley ; Kelly Clarkson .
ThePeopleThatTurnMyRosesRed // Amanda ; * Batman ; Georgina ; Julia ; * Kathryn ; Kenneth ; LyDia ; Sherlyn ; tiMo ; Yuliang ; Jie ying ; Joel;Cherie
;noteworthy // nartz (please do not remove this.)
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Strange In The Making
[ :: Freaky 15 ]
[ :: Fiesty 14 ]
Present Bloodstains and Dried Up Teardrops
Chapter 1
Chapter 2
Chapter 3
Chapter 4
Chapter 5
Chapter 6
Chapter 7
Chapter 8
Chapter 9
Chapter 10
Chapter 11
Chapter 12
Chapter 13
Chapter 14
Chapter 15
Chapter 16
Chapter 17
Chapter 18
Chapter 19
Chapter 20
Chapter 21
Chapter 22
:: home ::
Save me from my insecurity.
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Saturday, August 14
Stressed but happy... 14/9/2004
Weather: Sunny perhaps?
Listening to: Leave right now / Will Young
Dear Shadow,
I have been pretty busy lately. Not really doing well... I really have to start bucking up. Trying to really relax now so that i'll have some energy to study =). My brain has been like in a coma. It wont like wake up or rather i can't get it working. =S I've got a B3 for chinese. Please pray for me or wish me luck in the coming O level examinations. I'm retaking Chinese. Please wish me all the best. I need to get an A2.
To my close friends: Thanks for being there and not kicking up a fuss because i was being really cranky about my parents and stuff =( Thanks so much, i really appreciate that. I suppose my parents have realised that they need to give me more care and concern and I'm thankful for that. =) Praise God.
* Sorry, you've got to bear with me if you hear this before*
Recently, I've been really close to a buddy of mine. My girlfriends think that I like him. ( Boy, I hope he doesnt read this... ) Well i couldnt possibly say no because maybe i did feel something for him. I thought I would never be so silly to like someone again after the Kenneth incident. * Yeah , now i'm brave enouogh to say his name. It's over. * The funny thing was that even though at one point in time where i disliked all the guys in SJI, somehow i believed that... lets give him a nickname, maybe *tas?... well back to the story, I believed that tas was the only nice guy. Mainly because we've been friends for quite awhile and he is really nice, unlike some other jerks. Really glad to have him as my friend. We can talk about almost anything under the sun! Sometimes i would tell him my problems and he's there to give good advice and cheer me up! Although he rarely talks about his problems, he does share his feelings about certain stuff thats happening in school.
We've never met until this year. I known him since i was sec 2 i suppose? Its really funny that someone can actually understand you without even meeting you. Even before I met him, i was like kinda excited because i really wanted to see how he was like in person. Was he still as friendly? For the first part of the day i didnt get to see him so was kinda disappointed. But later on, due to some changes, I finally get to see him. Even though his friend had to ask him to say hi, he at least bothered to try. One of my good buddies told me the same thing earlier as in say hi to tas but... i was shy hehe... Okay! Stop laughing! We've been talking so much to the point that i find it unbearable not to talk to him =S . I know he may not like me in that sense but its great that I've such a good friend like him. I'm not intending to tell him either, not til the O levels are over.
-// To be holding hands at 80 maybe the most romantic moment in your life
*ceLina
Thanks to all my girlfriends and guy friends who have been keeping me afloat =)
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