ceLina // 16+ ; Fairfield Primary/Fairfied Secondary/Jurong Junior College ; Choir/Red Cross ; Christian ; Black/Red/Purple ; Love to Sing.
Music/Bands // Evanescence ; My Chemical Romance ; NickelBack ; Megan Maccauley ; Kelly Clarkson .
ThePeopleThatTurnMyRosesRed // Amanda ; * Batman ; Georgina ; Julia ; * Kathryn ; Kenneth ; LyDia ; Sherlyn ; tiMo ; Yuliang ; Jie ying ; Joel;Cherie
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Strange In The Making
[ :: Freaky 15 ]
[ :: Fiesty 14 ]
Present Bloodstains and Dried Up Teardrops
Chapter 1
Chapter 2
Chapter 3
Chapter 4
Chapter 5
Chapter 6
Chapter 7
Chapter 8
Chapter 9
Chapter 10
Chapter 11
Chapter 12
Chapter 13
Chapter 14
Chapter 15
Chapter 16
Chapter 17
Chapter 18
Chapter 19
Chapter 20
Chapter 21
Chapter 22
:: home ::
Save me from my insecurity.
thoughtprocesses.
Thursday, December 2
Interview with an Ex-gangster
Weather: Gone Crazy [ Rain & Shine ]
Listening to: Wo Men De Ai/ F.I.R
Dear Shadow,
Hey... it's like my first day of work. You know what? I did better for my training. Gee... Celina buck up! Jia you! Tomorrow you can hit the target of 25. You can You can!! Oh well.. this was just a prelude of what's going on with me. This entry will be about my mentor, who is vulguar, fierce *sometimes, likes to disturb me*, sweet * depending if he's talking to his girlfriend or not la. Even den he still calls her chee bye -_-; but i guess he doesn't really mean it la. Later tell you more about the girlfriend =) *, friendly and has a pretty interesting, colourful past.
My mentor, JJ *Short form =) used to be a former Ah Beng who smokes and fights. Quite cool huh? If I told my mum that she would have killed me if she knew I were in his company of friends who says a vulguar word in every sentence at least. His company of boys [ He's not the boss la!] likes to make fun of me. First day already as me choose to go with who already? I knew JJ the day before my training so I kinda trusted and knew him more la! He's quite forward and encouraging, however however, I feel that he likes to flirt with girls... nola maybe he likes to talk to them la. First day I come, tekan me already, call me pig la.. but that's good la at least he encourages me in another way. Haha, one thing is that he's really not shy about teasing girls. Cos I'm short, 155cm, and he's short too haha!! 165cm! haha. So everytime I tell him eh this girl not bad go jio her la or his friends suan me then he either tell me/them, " I don't want la... I want to jio the 155 cm one [ so demoralising -_-] or " Eh don't say already or you get it from me [ He shoot ppl shoot until very cham one] I want to jio wan leh". But all in all, I still think he's joking because he has many good friends*Ahem good girl friends* and one girlfriend who calls and sms-es him even when she needs to take a short nap.
-About the girlfriend-
She's 17, and I believe she's every guy's dream. She changes her style so that JJ won't get sick of her, cooks different dishes for him [ I heard she's a real good cook], communicates with him even though her parents do not approve of it. I think she's really nice to him. I really pei fu ta.
But... He really has a lot of good friends [ girls who are pretty, cute , lian, sexy] you name it. If i'm the girl I will feel quite insecure la... mmm i understand... the girl is doing so much so the guy won't dump her! She's in the relationship too deep le. Sigh... been there done that, quite sad, I somewhat sympathise with her. I guess he can't help it la, he meets people everywhere he goes. Poor girl. For me, he's really nice la. I look to him as a mentor, he'll take very good care of me. He's quite daring though, touch my hair, pull my hair still not enough. Must touch my chin. Haha but I threatened him for that la. Today made new friends with this new bird, Shyima. She's got big eyes and pretty figure, quite nice but like to shop so I can't concentrate. Haha oh well... If only... I know I shouldn't be saying this but I guess never mind, its too private and confidential =)
-// Jia you! 25
*ceLina
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