ceLina // 16+ ; Fairfield Primary/Fairfied Secondary/Jurong Junior College ; Choir/Red Cross ; Christian ; Black/Red/Purple ; Love to Sing.
Music/Bands // Evanescence ; My Chemical Romance ; NickelBack ; Megan Maccauley ; Kelly Clarkson .
ThePeopleThatTurnMyRosesRed // Amanda ; * Batman ; Georgina ; Julia ; * Kathryn ; Kenneth ; LyDia ; Sherlyn ; tiMo ; Yuliang ; Jie ying ; Joel;Cherie
;noteworthy // nartz (please do not remove this.)
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Strange In The Making
[ :: Freaky 15 ]
[ :: Fiesty 14 ]
Present Bloodstains and Dried Up Teardrops
Chapter 1
Chapter 2
Chapter 3
Chapter 4
Chapter 5
Chapter 6
Chapter 7
Chapter 8
Chapter 9
Chapter 10
Chapter 11
Chapter 12
Chapter 13
Chapter 14
Chapter 15
Chapter 16
Chapter 17
Chapter 18
Chapter 19
Chapter 20
Chapter 21
Chapter 22
:: home ::
Save me from my insecurity.
thoughtprocesses.
Saturday, March 12
Exist.
Weather: The usual, it doesnt snow around here.
Listening to: Forever Rachel/Nubuo Uematsu
Dear Shadow,
I've been feeling pretty emtpy lately. I don't know why I can't seem to find something that can fill me up. I've been going out a lot lately, maybe it's because I've been trying to occupy my mind with something else, I don't know what I'm trying to hide from but it's no use. I have no idea what kind of life I'm living right now. I haven't been in contact with yuen ping and gang. OH SHEESH! I nearly forgot that her birthday was coming, I need to desperately get her a presesnt today. Anyway yeah... Life isn't the same without Kathryn. She's pretty much stressed and beat to the core. Talking on the internet isnt the same as talking to her face to face. Shireen? Yeah she has her own life to live yea? Can't expect her to talk to me all the time. I don't see Elin every week either. I really need emotional support man! I don't understand why I can't seem to trust anyone enough to really tell them how I feel. Well at least I can talk to you this way, but it's different from the others. I just feel so alone and at the same time I feel as if I'm existing like a Zombie. I urgently need to get away from the phase of life. I need to concentrate on studies and not get hung up on being lost. Time is everything, well almost everything. If I'm gonna lose that, there's no way I can gain it back. I need to buck up! Genki Genki! Jia you Celina, don't be a sickening weakling. You are stronger than that!
-// Sometimes I don't know what I'm living for, Lord Father
*ceLina
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