ceLina // 16+ ; Fairfield Primary/Fairfied Secondary/Jurong Junior College ; Choir/Red Cross ; Christian ; Black/Red/Purple ; Love to Sing.
Music/Bands // Evanescence ; My Chemical Romance ; NickelBack ; Megan Maccauley ; Kelly Clarkson .
ThePeopleThatTurnMyRosesRed // Amanda ; * Batman ; Georgina ; Julia ; * Kathryn ; Kenneth ; LyDia ; Sherlyn ; tiMo ; Yuliang ; Jie ying ; Joel;Cherie
;noteworthy // nartz (please do not remove this.)
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Strange In The Making
[ :: Freaky 15 ]
[ :: Fiesty 14 ]
Present Bloodstains and Dried Up Teardrops
Chapter 1
Chapter 2
Chapter 3
Chapter 4
Chapter 5
Chapter 6
Chapter 7
Chapter 8
Chapter 9
Chapter 10
Chapter 11
Chapter 12
Chapter 13
Chapter 14
Chapter 15
Chapter 16
Chapter 17
Chapter 18
Chapter 19
Chapter 20
Chapter 21
Chapter 22
:: home ::
Save me from my insecurity.
thoughtprocesses.
Tuesday, March 15
Friends
Weather: Sunny *typical*
Listening to: Give me a reason/ The Corrs
Dear Shadow,
This is the first time in a few weeks I'm eating ice cream. All cos of stupid Shu Wei. She's been my red cross buddy and my close friend since Secondary 1. Since last year onwards, we havent gone out for more than once! When we ask her out, she's always out with her friends as usual. Am I even important to her? She can tell me she misses me but does she really show it? She hasn't asked out out once!!! I dont even feel like her friend anymore =(
I've been feeling pretty miserable lately. Thank God for kathryn, that I know that I'm not alone out here that I still have someone to rely on. Although she was in America, she took the pains to call me and I'm really thankful because some part of my life still exists. Although I can't connect as well to Shireen as I can to Kathryn, she made me realise that she sincerly cares. It's these kind of friends that I can count on. Not my kor, who doesnt give a shit about me *sorry for my offense use of lang* or other people who say they miss me, that includes Shu wei, when they don't even mean anything. They say for the fun of it. To be serious, even though I might say I love you just to joke or entertain, I still mean I love you as a friend and thanks for being mine. Who knows what the hell they mean? I might sound depressed but I'm definately angry at Shu wei. Sometimes I don't know why I care for people so much when I suffer more then some of them. Looks like I still need some time to get over HIM. I'm not ready yet. I have to adapt to my new way of life without people whom I can connect to. I will do it and not fail
-// I've got burned too deep
*ceLina
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