ceLina // 16+ ; Fairfield Primary/Fairfied Secondary/Jurong Junior College ; Choir/Red Cross ; Christian ; Black/Red/Purple ; Love to Sing.
Music/Bands // Evanescence ; My Chemical Romance ; NickelBack ; Megan Maccauley ; Kelly Clarkson .
ThePeopleThatTurnMyRosesRed // Amanda ; * Batman ; Georgina ; Julia ; * Kathryn ; Kenneth ; LyDia ; Sherlyn ; tiMo ; Yuliang ; Jie ying ; Joel;Cherie
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Strange In The Making
[ :: Freaky 15 ]
[ :: Fiesty 14 ]
Present Bloodstains and Dried Up Teardrops
Chapter 1
Chapter 2
Chapter 3
Chapter 4
Chapter 5
Chapter 6
Chapter 7
Chapter 8
Chapter 9
Chapter 10
Chapter 11
Chapter 12
Chapter 13
Chapter 14
Chapter 15
Chapter 16
Chapter 17
Chapter 18
Chapter 19
Chapter 20
Chapter 21
Chapter 22
:: home ::
Save me from my insecurity.
thoughtprocesses.
Tuesday, March 1
God's grace and mercy
Weather: Fairly cloudy and Humid
Listening to: Hear Me/ Kelly clarkson.
Dear Shadow,
I'm really happy that I went to church on sunday. I still remember that i was contemplating if I should attend church that morning. I'm glad I did because God showed me how much he really loved me and that I am his beloved, therefore he will take care of me and no curse of the law shall befall me. I am totally blessed! I know that he will make a way when there seems to be no way. I trust that he has his plans for me. I just need to follow his guidance and where he wants me to go. I pray that he will help tremendously in my upcoming start in the ardeous journey.
When I first received my results yesterday, I was so nervous I couldnt count at all. My mind just refused to process the information. My hands were shaking like crazy and I wasn't thinking properly. When I finally got to the point of understanding, I just walked round and round in a daze. It was almost as if I was in a dream. It wasnt to long before I came to reality. It wasnt an illusion! Before I knew it I started crying. All the hard work I've put in, studying and studying non stop, whether in school or at home, my efforts on shutting of MSN so that I could concentrate have finally paid off. Two years of consistent work and effort have paid off. I really thank God for his grace and mercy. My friend thought that something was wrong with me. Never in my dreams have I ever imagined I would be able to ACJC. Praise God!
However, then comes the disappointment. I've got a really smart and hard working friend who scored 11 wanted to go to PJC, another buddy of mine scored 13 also had the same intention. On top of that, one of my close friends in MI scored 9 but wanted to enter CJC. I'm really shocked and uncomfortable with their decisions because I'm not sure if I am good enough of ACJC. I'm really confused about where I should go. Sigh.. what course to take, arts or science. I scored A1's for both Combined Science as well as Combined Humanities, therefore I'm really not sure what route I should embark on. Lord please help me make my decision. I trust that you will bring me to my final destination. Thank you for loving me first =)
-// Would it be beautiful or just a beautiful disaster?
*ceLina
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