ceLina // 16+ ; Fairfield Primary/Fairfied Secondary/Jurong Junior College ; Choir/Red Cross ; Christian ; Black/Red/Purple ; Love to Sing.
Music/Bands // Evanescence ; My Chemical Romance ; NickelBack ; Megan Maccauley ; Kelly Clarkson .
ThePeopleThatTurnMyRosesRed // Amanda ; * Batman ; Georgina ; Julia ; * Kathryn ; Kenneth ; LyDia ; Sherlyn ; tiMo ; Yuliang ; Jie ying ; Joel;Cherie
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Strange In The Making
[ :: Freaky 15 ]
[ :: Fiesty 14 ]
Present Bloodstains and Dried Up Teardrops
Chapter 1
Chapter 2
Chapter 3
Chapter 4
Chapter 5
Chapter 6
Chapter 7
Chapter 8
Chapter 9
Chapter 10
Chapter 11
Chapter 12
Chapter 13
Chapter 14
Chapter 15
Chapter 16
Chapter 17
Chapter 18
Chapter 19
Chapter 20
Chapter 21
Chapter 22
:: home ::
Save me from my insecurity.
thoughtprocesses.
Thursday, March 3
Pain? Confusion? Just not me today.
Weather: Chilly
Listening to: Daisuki Da Yo/Ai Otsuka
Dear Shadow,
Things are very different. I can't get the hang of myself. I suddenly feel that I need God's healing hands right now. Not that I'm really troubled but... I don't understand... What's wrong with me. Why can't people just listen to what I say and stop irritating me. Sorry i was irritated by my parents. Damn! I just thought about him again. Grrr.. I hate it I hate it!!! I wanted to write this entry partially because... he changed. Everything changed. Some how changed that is. Not that I can't accept change. I can't stand it when people get in my way. Somehow I just want to be left alone. Just let me suffer alone. Maybe in that way, I don't have to get hurt and I don't have to worry that I will hurt people. I can't seem to get rid of my own pain. What am I doing? I don't know. How do I get rid of it? I don't know either. Why am I writing this? Because I don't know why do I have to be the way I am. I feel that people will suffer with or without me. This sounds like someone with a suicidal tendancy. I'm not. I know God loves me. He looks after me, I want to live on and live strong. I need him badly. Right now, I could do with strong.
-// Help me, Hear me
*ceLina
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