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Thursday, March 24
WOooOoo~ *whispers* JJ...
Weather: You make me wanna lala... who cares man?
Listening to: Get Right/J Lo
Dear Shadow,
I'm been okay at JJ. The stuff they do at JJ is stupid but when everyone does it, it isnt. You just have to learn how to enjoy it. So far, I got to know all the girls, but I was only introduced to the guys today... indirectly la. Oh well, I always want to know people ahaha not the other way round. So its pretty fine with me i guess =) School, with a certain Amy has got my life into a ditch. Well, its not that bad. I can live with it, but not well. Thats just so me. Adpating to the environment the way I want to. You might say "Hey girl! Be more enthu" I am on the outside, but not on the inside. I really can't live alone emotionally no matter how versatile I might be. I also realised that I'm quite stupid? Cuz I've never met someone as stupid as me, not being able to trust themseleves on certain issues. What's gotten into me? I'm not saying anything helpful. Gee. I hate it when I blog. I have to come to terms with how i really feel inside. Yes I'm always trying to ignore it, escapisim. Not really. Maybe I just dont show it on the outside but I know it on the inside. Just that I'm not sure of the extent of it... Am I stupid? Not to trust myself, not to trust others? I took a quiz on where? DUH quizilla. Maybe it might explain my behaviour in general.
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