ceLina // 16+ ; Fairfield Primary/Fairfied Secondary/Jurong Junior College ; Choir/Red Cross ; Christian ; Black/Red/Purple ; Love to Sing.
Music/Bands // Evanescence ; My Chemical Romance ; NickelBack ; Megan Maccauley ; Kelly Clarkson .
ThePeopleThatTurnMyRosesRed // Amanda ; * Batman ; Georgina ; Julia ; * Kathryn ; Kenneth ; LyDia ; Sherlyn ; tiMo ; Yuliang ; Jie ying ; Joel;Cherie
;noteworthy // nartz (please do not remove this.)
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Strange In The Making
[ :: Freaky 15 ]
[ :: Fiesty 14 ]
Present Bloodstains and Dried Up Teardrops
Chapter 1
Chapter 2
Chapter 3
Chapter 4
Chapter 5
Chapter 6
Chapter 7
Chapter 8
Chapter 9
Chapter 10
Chapter 11
Chapter 12
Chapter 13
Chapter 14
Chapter 15
Chapter 16
Chapter 17
Chapter 18
Chapter 19
Chapter 20
Chapter 21
Chapter 22
:: home ::
Save me from my insecurity.
thoughtprocesses.
Sunday, August 14
I'm so stupid/ Last bit of fun
Weather: Cloudy and sunny
Listening to: Ting Bu Dao/Liang Jing Ru
You Ni Duo Hao/Cai Chun Jia
Dear Shadow,
Things have becomed slightly better. Maybe because I finally enjoyed myself this weekend. I had loads of fun on friday and saturday. But its what happened during that period that made me realise something. Suddenly my heart feels heavy again.
It's gotta do with Guy A.
I'm so stupid... wish I knew what I was doing. Well I did know what I was doing. After reading his old emails again. I realised that I was afraid to know how much I've hurt him. Well Kathryn asked me a question which was what Archangel aka Cyclops asked me. "Do I want to be with guy A?" I myself am not sure. I thing I know for sure, I'm losing him as a friend. I can feel it. I don't want him to go but he wont stay either. I can't afford to lose another person who is important to me. I want to tell him everything and anything. But its so hard. I dun even know if he wants to listen at all. We're drifting. Is there any way we can save it at all? Or maybe is there any way that I can save it at all... There are too many mistakes I've made. These are the repercussions.
And between me and kathryn. Nothing has ever really changed at all. I love Night, she loves Soshi. I love Jay she loves Tom Felton. About Jay, maybe I dont love him anymore. After his comment about liking quiet girls... nahh. I'm not that crazy about him anymore. Quiet girls... too quiet.. too dangerous. One thing we still have in common though. WE LOVE MARK DARCY! He's the cutest. Serious, striaghtforward, smart but just by one sentence, he moved both of us. " I like you, just the way you are." *Melts* There is no way someone can love me for who I am so yea.. dream on. Haha... Ohoh we forgot to bake brownies!! Shyt~! I forgot to do my bloody PW! I'm so dead!!!! AHHHH.... =S
Oh well better start mugging! Bye...
-//Red. Hee Red Surprise. Screw it! I'm mad haha
*ceLina
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