ceLina // 16+ ; Fairfield Primary/Fairfied Secondary/Jurong Junior College ; Choir/Red Cross ; Christian ; Black/Red/Purple ; Love to Sing.
Music/Bands // Evanescence ; My Chemical Romance ; NickelBack ; Megan Maccauley ; Kelly Clarkson .
ThePeopleThatTurnMyRosesRed // Amanda ; * Batman ; Georgina ; Julia ; * Kathryn ; Kenneth ; LyDia ; Sherlyn ; tiMo ; Yuliang ; Jie ying ; Joel;Cherie
;noteworthy // nartz (please do not remove this.)
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Strange In The Making
[ :: Freaky 15 ]
[ :: Fiesty 14 ]
Present Bloodstains and Dried Up Teardrops
Chapter 1
Chapter 2
Chapter 3
Chapter 4
Chapter 5
Chapter 6
Chapter 7
Chapter 8
Chapter 9
Chapter 10
Chapter 11
Chapter 12
Chapter 13
Chapter 14
Chapter 15
Chapter 16
Chapter 17
Chapter 18
Chapter 19
Chapter 20
Chapter 21
Chapter 22
:: home ::
Save me from my insecurity.
thoughtprocesses.
Wednesday, August 3
Short Stories
Weather: Can't see anything right now. Dark.
Listening to: Wo hen wo ai ni/ Zhang Hui Mei
Ji De/Zhang Hui Mei
Dear Shadow,
This entry would mostly showcase lyrics from songs as well as my feelings in forms of short stories. I hope you'd understand what I'm going through now.
"I wake up in the morning,Put on my face.
The one that's gonna get me, Through another day.
Doesn't really matter,How I feel inside.
Life is like a game sometimes"
Naked/Avril Lavinge
"I used to be scared of letting someone in
But it gets so lonely, being on my own
No one to talk to No one to hold me
I'm not always strong
Oh, I need you here
Are you listening?"
Hear me/Kelly Clarkson
"A blinding light flashed, followed by a cackle. The dark uneven shades of black cotton rolled past as a frost biting gale passed by hastily. The yew trees swayed violently as dead leaves filled the atmosphere. Death lurked close here....
"My time is almost near," She thought " Will my love prove me wrong? For the bloody rose has bloomed and wilted, spring into autumn , promises will be made and broken. The day of departure is the day of torture, weeping willows will now weep no longer."
Sitting by the rugged window ledge, she looked dreamily as if she were lost in space and time. Black silk danced in folds, allowing the harsh wind to make its way. In her hand, a decaying petal was dangling on what it used to be a fresh green stalk. Her lips covered in rouge were now starting to show a faint hue of blue." 12/10/03/ Celina
"Higher....Higher" The voice in my head repeated. I lunched my body forward looking at the grey streaked sky. " I wanna reach the heavens, higher! Higher!! " I yearned. The sun was covered by the blanket of dirty cotton. I burst in laughter. My inner child emerged. Caught up in my own innocence and naiveity, entranced with the yearnings of a playful child which was much depreived of its real needs. But that moment soon ended. Nothing lasts forever. Pulled back to reality. The young child could only fade back, leaving it to pine again when it could be released and stay forever and ever......" 23/11/03 Celina
"Who can say how long is forever? Even the sun will cease to shine one day. Rules are meant to be broken, promises arent meant to be made. Still seven months and counting, till this day I'm waiting. The thought of touching your sweet face has been replaced. Tears that were meant to flow like torrents now flow inwards. Scars that were healed are opened and deep. Who ever said sadness is a physical expression? Was it not felt by the heart? If hearts ever bleed when they are broken, death would overcome." 03/08/05 /Celina
"Can I ask you a question pleaese?
Promise you wont laugh at me.
Honestly I'm standing here, afraid I'll be betrayed.
As twisted as it seems, I only fear love when it's in my dreams."
Black roses red/Alana Grace
"I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut
My weakness is that I care too much
My scars remind me that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel "
Scars/Papa roach
"I've been looking in the mirror for so long
That I've come to believe my soul's on the other side
All the little pieces fallen, shatter
Shards of me, too sharp to put back together
Too small to matterBut big enough to cut me into so many little pieces
If I try to touch her and I bleed, I bleed
And I breathe, I breathe no more"
Breathe no more/Evanescence
-// Love is a river
*ceLina
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