ceLina // 16+ ; Fairfield Primary/Fairfied Secondary/Jurong Junior College ; Choir/Red Cross ; Christian ; Black/Red/Purple ; Love to Sing.
Music/Bands // Evanescence ; My Chemical Romance ; NickelBack ; Megan Maccauley ; Kelly Clarkson .
ThePeopleThatTurnMyRosesRed // Amanda ; * Batman ; Georgina ; Julia ; * Kathryn ; Kenneth ; LyDia ; Sherlyn ; tiMo ; Yuliang ; Jie ying ; Joel;Cherie
;noteworthy // nartz (please do not remove this.)
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Strange In The Making
[ :: Freaky 15 ]
[ :: Fiesty 14 ]
Present Bloodstains and Dried Up Teardrops
Chapter 1
Chapter 2
Chapter 3
Chapter 4
Chapter 5
Chapter 6
Chapter 7
Chapter 8
Chapter 9
Chapter 10
Chapter 11
Chapter 12
Chapter 13
Chapter 14
Chapter 15
Chapter 16
Chapter 17
Chapter 18
Chapter 19
Chapter 20
Chapter 21
Chapter 22
:: home ::
Save me from my insecurity.
thoughtprocesses.
Monday, September 5
God Help me.
Weather: Sunny
Listening to: My Chemical Romance
Dear Shadow,
I feel like I'm going crazy. Everytime I listen to My Chemical Romance, I hear something inside calling me. Although it seems entriely stupid but when I hear MCR, I just feel that I would know them someday. Recently I don't know why. I cant get the feeling off... the feeling that I know I will be a successful vocalist. Sometimes I'm thinking and even dreaming about it. It's just too much. Could be the effect of the fan fics but I can't shake off this notion that is so strong in my heart. It's been so long since I've fallen in love with singing.
Somehow I know that Psychology is not what I'm all fazed up about. It's the little things that inspired and awed me when I was young. I regret not taking Geography in A levels. I don't even think I belong in JC. My parents will probably kill me if they saw my passion or rather obessesion. Because I'm not doing well they are threatening to stop me from going for my music classes. I really couldn't care about chemistry and economics really in comparision to singing.
I don't think I should even think about it right now because I'm failling my subjects. Maybe I should just quit listening to anything. I guess I should quit listening to everything and anything. Pass the promo's with flying colours. Forget Celina Forget. You'll never make it. Don't even think about it without pasing your promos. Sigh its just so hard. Just so hard...
runaway