ceLina // 16+ ; Fairfield Primary/Fairfied Secondary/Jurong Junior College ; Choir/Red Cross ; Christian ; Black/Red/Purple ; Love to Sing.
Music/Bands // Evanescence ; My Chemical Romance ; NickelBack ; Megan Maccauley ; Kelly Clarkson .
ThePeopleThatTurnMyRosesRed // Amanda ; * Batman ; Georgina ; Julia ; * Kathryn ; Kenneth ; LyDia ; Sherlyn ; tiMo ; Yuliang ; Jie ying ; Joel;Cherie
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Strange In The Making
[ :: Freaky 15 ]
[ :: Fiesty 14 ]
Present Bloodstains and Dried Up Teardrops
Chapter 1
Chapter 2
Chapter 3
Chapter 4
Chapter 5
Chapter 6
Chapter 7
Chapter 8
Chapter 9
Chapter 10
Chapter 11
Chapter 12
Chapter 13
Chapter 14
Chapter 15
Chapter 16
Chapter 17
Chapter 18
Chapter 19
Chapter 20
Chapter 21
Chapter 22
:: home ::
Save me from my insecurity.
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Saturday, October 29
Fcuked Up
Weather: Pretty much nice to everyone else
Listening to: Helena/ My Chemical Romance
Dear Shadow,
I was having utterly the worse day ever. I went back to school yesterday only to find myself pretty much ignored. Going to the barbercue to find that I've been doing most of the work and I didnt even enjoy much of it. My parents came way earlier despite telling them to pick me up one hour later. Left the place in unhappiness and a half filled stomach. For God's sake I didnt eat lunch. Came back with freaking legs aching due to standing up for most of the time and was hoping that my mum could help me massage my legs abit... and then she complained that her hand was not good so I said its alright. I dont know why when I dont want something anymore she tries to shove it in my face. I kept on insisting it was alright and she keep on forcing me. When I told her that I already didnt need it and her hand wasnt well, just go away. She said she didnt want to argue with me. I feel so freaking pissed. Then I kinda dozed off cause I was sooo tired. She threatened me to sleep on the couch while they would off the lights. I was like freaking pissed. First she came to early and blamed it on me, next she shoves things that i dont want to me, now she's threatening me... she's totally pissing me off.
Now i'm facing her with a black face, she thinks i'm just being nonsensical... I feel like shouting at her in the face, you dont even ask how I am and assume everything, just go fcuk off okay... I totally hate her now.
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